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knightofbluh: eberles-gap: battle-for-perfection: I don’t get help because I am the helper. I’m sure I’m not the only person who can relate to this. You’re the friend who helps everyone, gives them advice when they need it, tells them they’re perfect when they feel ugly, and help them with their relationships even though you’ve never been in one yourself. But then the time comes around for you to be sad, for you to need help, and they’re not there to give it. Sure, sometimes you may not tell people you need help when you need it, but when you do tell everyone just ignores the fact and continues on with their lives like you don’t matter. And then the next day they come to you for more help. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t even care if I get their help or not. I wouldn’t even know what to do if they did offer help, I’ve never been on the other side of the relationship and I would feel out of place if I was. I’ve become better at dealing with my feelings and problems myself rather than telling anyone or even anything. More on this. At some point, you don’t even want help anymore, even if you need it, because you’re so far gone into your role that you can’t see yourself getting help. You get to a point where you refuse other people’s help because you don’t want to burden them, because you’re the person that’s supposed to be burdened by others. At some point, you become afraid of getting help. this! this is so me You find that you just can’t  not give a fuck and you have to care because if you don’t it weighs so heavily on your conscious and if you do the burden of trying to help out is a physical burden that weighs you down and squashes you down anyway. People are so used to having you help them that they nearly feel entitled to your help and you feel like you let them down if you don’t help them. But hey, if you reach out, there’s always someone else there. Maybe if you can’t tell people who you know or has known you for being a helper, go online anon and seek help from random people. It’s not good to bottle up and try to uphold all your burdens. It’ll just burn you out and make you jaded in the end.
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knightofbluh:

eberles-gap:

battle-for-perfection:


I don’t get help because I am the helper.

I’m sure I’m not the only person who can relate to this. You’re the friend who helps everyone, gives them advice when they need it, tells them they’re perfect when they feel ugly, and help them with their relationships even though you’ve never been in one yourself. But then the time comes around for you to be sad, for you to need help, and they’re not there to give it. Sure, sometimes you may not tell people you need help when you need it, but when you do tell everyone just ignores the fact and continues on with their lives like you don’t matter. And then the next day they come to you for more help.

I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t even care if I get their help or not. I wouldn’t even know what to do if they did offer help, I’ve never been on the other side of the relationship and I would feel out of place if I was. I’ve become better at dealing with my feelings and problems myself rather than telling anyone or even anything.

More on this.

At some point, you don’t even want help anymore, even if you need it, because you’re so far gone into your role that you can’t see yourself getting help. You get to a point where you refuse other people’s help because you don’t want to burden them, because you’re the person that’s supposed to be burdened by others. At some point, you become afraid of getting help.

this!

this is so me

You find that you just can’t  not give a fuck and you have to care because if you don’t it weighs so heavily on your conscious and if you do the burden of trying to help out is a physical burden that weighs you down and squashes you down anyway. People are so used to having you help them that they nearly feel entitled to your help and you feel like you let them down if you don’t help them.

But hey, if you reach out, there’s always someone else there. Maybe if you can’t tell people who you know or has known you for being a helper, go online anon and seek help from random people. It’s not good to bottle up and try to uphold all your burdens. It’ll just burn you out and make you jaded in the end.

(Source: islamicbutterflies)

garlic-breadgasm:

YOU DON’T OWE YOUR PARENTS ANYTHING

IT WAS THEIR CHOICE TO HAVE, KEEP AND RAISE YOU BUT IT WASN’T YOUR CHOICE TO BE THEIR CHILD

ANY EXPECTATIONS OR IDEALS THEY TRY AND ENFORCE ON YOU ARE BULLSHIT IF YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH THEM

THEY SHOULD ACCEPT THEIR CHILD AS THEY ARE NOT JUDGE THEM ON A MINOR DETAIL THAT DOESN’T AFFECT THEIR LIFE

DO NOT FEEL BAD IF YOU AREN’T THE PERFECT CHILD YOUR PARENTS THINK YOU SHOULD BE

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